I am a figurative painter interested in memory, defiance, and gendered social power dynamics. I work to challenge the patriarchal history of painting. I do this by sourcing my femme figures from strangers’ personal photos, and occasionally my own body, mining our collective, intimate histories for heroines and surrogate selves. Through intentional use of gaze, color, and materials, I queer and shapeshift my subjects into abstract environments. I layer gestural marks, oil pastel, collaged fabrics and paper, and atmospheric color fields to contrast areas of dimensionality and flatness. My otherworldly figures all stare directly at the viewer within these saturated dreamscapes. Rendered solid in concise oil brushwork, they coevolve with and merge into their limitless spaces. 

 

I situate my work in an ongoing conversation about intimacy, power, and survival in a femme body. I use the fluidity of painting to blur lines between reality and fiction, care and harm, self and other. Glimpses of drawn plants, furniture, patterns, clouds, smoke, and cacti lend context and become a visual language articulating hidden hurts, desires, and aspirations. How does one remain whole when their bodily autonomy is taken from them? When I paint I am asking unflinching questions about consent, grief, and resistance.  

I begin all my paintings with digital collages, and often use physical collage directly onto my canvases. I combine collage and painting to evoke past and present, examining how both become collectively fictionalized through memory and cultural stories. In past work, I have explored these themes using found textiles as a substrate, from picnic tablecloths to old patterned bedsheets. Since 2018, I have been developing a body of paintings on velvet. Painting on velvet allows me to play out material tensions of hardness vs softness, opacity and transparency. The history of velvet painting also opens conversations about class, kitsch, and commodity, all of which I relate back to the body. The untouched negative spaces of velvet function simultaneously as tactile flat surface and receding color fields implying deep, internal space. 

 Within the lush maximalism of my compositions there are moments of confident restraint: a sense of being unfinished, in-process, or in flux. My work is heavily influenced by the genre of magical realism, and its potential for imaginative, open-ended narratives.